It took until tonight for me to realize exactly what I’m putting my family, my friends, and myself through. I don’t know why I didn’t see it until tonight, I guess I was just being selfish, but this is not worth it. I am quitting for good. I will not keep doing this to them.
And also to add a kind of unrelated note to this if you are a dealer and purposely pass one thing off for another..oh my gosh. I don’t know how you can live with yourself. That is so fucking horrible and low..
So as some of you know I have been struggling for a really long time with an eating disorder - and lately it has again taken over my mind and body. I have gotten treatment before and am now trying to get treatment again but I have run into a huge obstacle - money.
I am not one to…
If you can help, she’s a really really awesome girl that needs support :)